Initially intended as a way to share my personal journey as a Jesuit Volunteer in Gresham, Oregon, this space has continued to follow my evolution through my time as an AmeriCorps Volunteer in Seattle, and now to follow my personal and professional transformation as I muddle my way through the four years (or more) of medical school.
Thursday, August 27, 2009
Not Quite There
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
Adventures in Portland
It was a beautiful weekend in the eclectic city of Portland, allowing for a few fun adventures with my roommates:
Friday: Since Renata, Gretchen and I all worked in the city on Friday, we had hoped our roommates would come out to join us for the evening of fun, but everyone was too tired to sit on the max for another 45 minutes. In the meanwhile, we decided to find a nice happy hour to get some dinner on Belmont. Little did we know that this was the one night a month that the Blue Monk featured belly dancers during happy hour…. These belly dancing women were just people with regular day jobs who have a secret hobby on the side. It was strange. I just tried to eat my shrimp taco in peace and avert my eyes
On Saturday, as planned, Gretchen, Tomas, Justin and I woke up early, packed some lunches and set out on an epic bike ride into Portland to witness the annual Adult Soapbox Derby on Mt. Tabor. Maybe not so epic, I didn’t know what to expect from the 14 mile bike ride. But it was GREAT! We road the flat Springwater trail to 45th, then navigated our with through broken bike pedals and busy roads to Mt Tabor. We met up with our other roommates who had taken the Max in and enjoyed our lunches while watching Pigs in Space, spinning cups of coffee, and some more aerodynamic soapboxes speed down the windy road down the mountain. We next ventured to a local gourmet pizza joint for a cold beer and delicious slice before biking back to Gresham. A fabulous day spent outside.
Sunday: back into the city for Sunday market! It was like Seattle’s folk life festival, but it happens every Saturday and Sunday. There’s a whole stop on the Max dedicated to the market. The sights and smells were intoxicating. The number of colors and crafts were enough to make your head spin. After the market, it was to the now weekly Costco run, a lot of frustration, and over budget grocery list… but the day ended with a delicious community dinner and a night of paining the dining room in swimming caps and goggles and rocking out to death metal.
Yay for roommates.
Friday, August 21, 2009
Real World
That was what was on my mind this morning as I crossed the bridge to head into Portland.
Sunday, August 16, 2009
Week One
Monday, August 10, 2009
Suprises
One thing that has surprised me is how Catholic everything is. I know that I joined the Jesuit volunteer Corps, but I guess I didn't realize what that meant. I really love and appreciate Jesuit ideas and their focus on action and reflection - understanding how you feel and why you feel that way, but Catholicism scares me. I don't understand it. It's like learning a whole new vocabulary and culture for things that should be simple. I don’t get the subtle jokes, the nuances of catholic culture. 5 of the 7 people in my house are Catholic, or grew up in the Catholic Church. They know all the motions, all the words to say, all the words to the liturgical music, and I sit, stand, and kneel with mild anxiety that I'm making a mistake and someone will stand up and say, "SHE'S NOT CATHOLIC!" Greeting Parishioners, I feel like I'm lying. They assume I'm catholic, but I'm not. I feel like I need to confess to them like non-Catholics anonymous "Hello, my name is Erin Cooley, and I'm not a catholic." Fear stems from not understanding - I'm definitely a little frightened.
But it's a good thing. I think. I’m surprised that I had so many preconceived notions and prejudices against Catholic people. I'm already having great conversations with my roommates about their upbringing in the Catholic Church. I ask a lot of questions about what stuff means, what I should and shouldn't do, sometimes with answers, sometimes not. It makes me want to understand more about my own Presbyterian upbringing and what I believe that differs from what they believe. Hopefully I can spend time researching church history and culture and more good conversations and growth can stem from my feelings of discomfort.